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chrisfel eliza

I don't think I think enough.















Sunday, November 11, 2012
"My period made me feel it!"

Play me a sad song because 
That's what I want to hear 
I want you to make me cry

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As if I weren't "the sad girl" already, when The Period comes around, my emotions are set on [extreme] high. It is as though a monster of sorts resurfaces and I just feel angry and in despair and despondent and pensive all at once. All these emotions!

Yet, still, I cannot deny the fact that I am an intricate piece of work. With or without menstruation.

Too much thinking and feeling, but not enough doing something about it.

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It Happened To My Friend

She smiled a big smile and nearly laughed as she told her story.

He took her by the arm and led her to a wall. The wall. Soon after, one hand was on her waist, and the other on her back. Then he...

And there was a big thud. Like, THUD! Because she hit her head against the wall quite hard. She just laughed and went, "Ummm. Ouch. My head just hit the wall." He didn't seem to notice and it was funny to her. And he just continued to...

While she smiled and tried to stifle her laugh at the same time because she didn't want to offend him.

This girl, she is insane. 
(But sometimes I think to myself: it's nice to know that she is having fun while she is young. Before things get really complicated for her. Unlike...)

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We're having lunch at Sambokojin later, after church. I need to sleep now. (And let my thoughts, my emotions, rest.)