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chrisfel eliza

I don't think I think enough.















Saturday, April 14, 2012
The music is awfully loud at 4am.

At this moment, my eyelids are straining to be kept open. My eyes are sleepy, but my mind is racing with thoughts immeasurable. I think of nothing but writing twenty-two hours out of the twenty-four within a day. Perhaps my dreams beg to be written as well as I am in slumber.

The past week has been life-changing, so to speak. For one, I do believe I have won the game I have been playing for months now. I have finally won, nothing more to it. I know I come out victorious. I'm glad I did not yield to the enemy's advances. My steps were carefully and cautiously laid out. I have remained numb despite a play of words escaping from my mouth and the tips of my fingertips. A sophism; yet, the enemy has bitten the bait. As I found myself on the platform of victory, I have also released the enemy to be free in the wilderness. After all, I have no use for such vile, incompetent creatures. I have risen above myself and that is what matters.

I will not weaken. I will not falter. I will not retreat. I have finally won and I intend to stand strong.