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Saturday, February 04, 2012

Hello, adrenaline rush.

It is absolutely delirious what adrenaline can cause you to do. For instance, last night I was extremely sleepy and just wanted to go home and tuck myself in. But when I got in the car and played Moves Like Jagger (late, I know), there was this intense rush that jolted my body (and mind!) and my senses were awake once more. Then other dance-y and hip hop tracks followed and my body was on a roll. Hence the crazy driving; it's like being in control of a roller coaster. And I LOVE roller coasters.

I therefore concur that my driving behavior becomes extra erratic when listening to "party music".

I was talking to Gelo about it earlier and we sorta agreed that I should listen to Christian music or something equally mellow to be safe. But honest to goodness, I am always totally alert when I'm behind the wheels. Full moon ba kagabi? Haha!

I also did this test with this person. HAHAHA. I was talking to Gelo about it during our evening YB at the lobby and he said I was playing with fire again. Playing mind games. Not even. LOL. But yeah, we honestly just wanted to see if this person would resist temptation or not. And when the test was over, Gelo and I gave each other a high five, which means this person passed the test. Good job, person. I'm honestly quite proud of you. But yeah, it's bad to test people like that so I won't do it again. :)

Back to last night. I needed to burn the extra (like tons of extra!) energy, so it was a good thing I was able to see B hier soir. He looked absolutely adorable and I think our energy levels were on par with one another; we were on fire. Sorta. LOL. So we played a game. HAHAHA WHAT A FRIGGIN GAME. I woke up this afternoon (at half past one) and I thought I had dreamt it all. Then everything came back to me and I was just smiling to myself whilst thinking, "What the heck just happened last night? Did that really happen?" Ironically, I failed my very own test.

I don't know if the energy dissipated or if it was fueled even more.

Dear Self,
What is wrong with you. Stop. It.

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February is starting off quite well. I think I'm going to be extra productive this month despite being extra outgoing. (Though I don't know how long I'll live this way because things are rapidly changing for me and for some people.) However, I have been learning to enjoy the present as it is quite a lot in the weeks (months?) that passed. It really is quite a different feeling when you focus on the present, on the now of life.

I was feeling extremely tired on Monday and Tuesday because of all the workload, but things started picking up on Wednesday. On the way home with Kat and Gelo, we were talking about a few things and we just had this grand idea to go out the next evening.

So yes, we (Kat, Gelo, our new friend Kirk, and I) spent Thursday evening as though it were a Friday night. Glorious! Had shots at Central until 1:30 (no thanks to the city ordinance LOL), drove to McD's near Southville but didn't stay there because I was looking for McCafe (I didn't want regular coffee, haha) so we drove all the way to McCafe in Las Piñas. I was not drunk, but that was my first-ever buzzed-driving experience. I swear I was extra careful with my driving. Thank God, too, that there weren't too many cars around during that hour. Anyway, I needed to shake the buzz off, so I had to have a drink with caffeine and tons of sugar. Haha. It worked. Finally came home at 4 on the dot. Good times with chill people.

However.

Slight hangover in the morning meant:

- Gelo missing his 9am interview (OMG I'M SO SORRY, GELO)

- Feeling sleepy all day in the office

- To fight off the sleepiness, I listened & danced to Moves Like Jagger all throughout the shift and during my walk around the mall HAHAHA

- No CTEGs done in the office even though they were staring me in the eye and I had four NCs and two absences WHUT WHUT WHUT

At Central + Mickey D's. Let the good times roll. ☺

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We were at Kat's earlier to celebrate Joaquin's fourth birthday. He's soooo cute! Gelo and I were briefed about possible future investments with Tita Cora, Kat's mum. It's very similar to my current investments, so I know quite a bit about it. But I honestly like hearing these kinds of discussions because it gives people (especially young ones such as myself) the opportunity to be aware with how money works (and how it should be doing work for us and not the other way around). I'm thinking of investing a little more in stock markets since my current investments are not all that risky, which means it doesn't profit all that much; just enough, which is still really good for starters. I think, with all the craziness going on in my life, I will also start educating myself about stock markets and investments. Serious stuff, oh yes. This should be interesting. :)

Happy fourth birthday, Joaquin! Such a cutiepie! :)

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Man, life is wonderful.

I love You, Dad. Thank You for all the blessings and extreme protection. :)

(Even when I mess up from time to time. It just means I need more of You.)


*I don't think I think enough.* tumblr instagram previous posts home	Saturday, February 04, 2012 Hello, adrenaline rush. It is absolutely *delirious* what adrenaline can cause you to do. For instance, last night I was extremely sleepy and just wanted to go home and tuck myself in. But when I got in the car and played Moves Like Jagger (late, I know), there was this intense rush that jolted my body (and mind!) and my senses were awake once more. Then other dance-y and hip hop tracks followed and my body was on a roll. Hence the crazy driving; it's like being in control of a roller coaster. And I LOVE roller coasters. I therefore concur that my driving behavior becomes extra erratic when listening to "party music". I was talking to Gelo about it earlier and we sorta agreed that I should listen to Christian music or something equally mellow to be safe. But honest to goodness, I am always totally alert when I'm behind the wheels. Full moon ba kagabi? Haha! I also did this test with this person. HAHAHA. I was talking to Gelo about it during our evening YB at the lobby and he said I was playing with fire again. Playing mind games. Not even. LOL. But yeah, we honestly just wanted to see if this person would resist temptation or not. And when the test was over, Gelo and I gave each other a high five, which means this person passed the test. Good job, person. I'm honestly quite proud of you. But yeah, it's bad to test people like that so I won't do it again. :) Back to last night. I needed to burn the extra (like tons of extra!) energy, so it was a good thing I was able to see B hier soir. He looked absolutely adorable and I think our energy levels were on par with one another; we were on fire. Sorta. LOL. So we played a game. HAHAHA WHAT A FRIGGIN GAME. I woke up this afternoon (at half past one) and I thought I had dreamt it all. Then everything came back to me and I was just smiling to myself whilst thinking, "What the heck just happened last night? Did that really happen?" Ironically, I failed my very own test. I don't know if the energy dissipated or if it was fueled even more. Dear Self, What is wrong with you. Stop. It. --- February is starting off quite well. I think I'm going to be extra productive this month despite being extra outgoing. (Though I don't know how long I'll live this way because things are rapidly changing for me and for some people.) However, I have been learning to enjoy the present as it is quite a lot in the weeks (months?) that passed. It really is quite a different feeling when you focus on the present, on the *now* of life. I was feeling extremely tired on Monday and Tuesday because of all the workload, but things started picking up on Wednesday. On the way home with Kat and Gelo, we were talking about a few things and we just had this grand idea to go out the next evening. So yes, we (Kat, Gelo, our new friend Kirk, and I) spent Thursday evening as though it were a Friday night. Glorious! Had shots at Central until 1:30 (no thanks to the city ordinance LOL), drove to McD's near Southville but didn't stay there because I was looking for McCafe (I didn't want regular coffee, haha) so we drove all the way to McCafe in Las Piñas. I was not drunk, but that was my first-ever *buzzed-driving* experience. I swear I was extra careful with my driving. Thank God, too, that there weren't too many cars around during that hour. Anyway, I needed to shake the buzz off, so I had to have a drink with caffeine and tons of sugar. Haha. It worked. Finally came home at 4 on the dot. Good times with chill people. *However.* Slight hangover in the morning meant: - Gelo missing his 9am interview (OMG I'M SO SORRY, GELO) - Feeling sleepy all day in the office - To fight off the sleepiness, I listened & danced to Moves Like Jagger all throughout the shift and during my walk around the mall HAHAHA - No CTEGs done in the office even though they were staring me in the eye and I had four NCs and two absences WHUT WHUT WHUT At Central + Mickey D's. Let the good times roll. ☺ --- We were at Kat's earlier to celebrate Joaquin's fourth birthday. He's soooo cute! Gelo and I were briefed about possible future investments with Tita Cora, Kat's mum. It's very similar to my current investments, so I know quite a bit about it. But I honestly like hearing these kinds of discussions because it gives people (especially young ones such as myself) the opportunity to be aware with how money works (and how it should be doing work for us and not the other way around). I'm thinking of investing a little more in stock markets since my current investments are not all that risky, which means it doesn't profit all that much; just enough, which is still really good for starters. I think, with all the craziness going on in my life, I will also start educating myself about stock markets and investments. Serious stuff, oh yes. This should be interesting. :) Happy fourth birthday, Joaquin! Such a cutiepie! :) --- Man, life is wonderful. I love You, Dad. Thank You for all the blessings and extreme protection. :) (Even when I mess up from time to time. It just means I need more of You.) chrisfel at 23:51 << Home