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I don't think I think enough.















Thursday, January 05, 2012
Why am I so nice?

I am. I just realized how much of a nice person I am. I know I come off as a snob (and I am sometimes!) but that doesn't mean I'm not nice. I'm so nice and kind to people who are unkind to me. I know you're supposed to be that way anyway, but it just totally baffles me how rude and mean and cruel some people are. It honestly makes me, well...sad. T_T Well, this is pretty relevant:

Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes.
William Gibson

Then again, maybe I really am just surrounded by jerks and assholes. (Okay, see, that wasn't a very nice thing to say! I'm not 100% nice, I know, but I'm above-average nice. HAHA. WHUT.) If I were a jerk myself, I would have long-since done a bunch of cruel things to people. But I don't stoop that low. Like, I said, I'm nice.

I'm a lover not a fighter. LOL. But that's true. I love everyone. I love people, even the unkind ones. But that doesn't mean I like them. It's like...I don't like you, but I'm still asking God to bless you because I love you. I don't pray to ask God to curse people; I pray that He enter their hearts to transform and become good people. Yes, it's difficult. But yes, it can be done. This is why I have such a forgiving heart. =)

Always be a little kinder than necessary.
James M. Barrie

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Thank God for music.


I do not condone violence in any form; I just like to listen to this song (and other rock stuff, really) when I need an upper. It helps and works for me. =)