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God's love is definitely incomparable. In fact, He loves me so much that He opened my eyes to something wonderful earlier this evening. And, just like that, all the anger left my heart. I felt absolutely amazing. I've been in such a joyful state these past few weeks, I know, but there were still remains of anger within me. However, the term incomparable just hit me in a different manner and it felt like that little, annoying splinter tugging in my skin was finally released.

Another epiphany. It's what I was waiting for. =)

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I no longer miss anything. I mean that in its truest of sense. I used to miss the friendship (and not the friend, really), but coming to terms that the friendship may not have been real at all made it easier for me to let go. I felt unwanted in the beginning, but I now know that I deserve better; that I need not lower my standards to be on par with them. Him. Her. Who would have thought that someone like me would lower her standards and be with someone like that person. HAHA! Never again. 

It's funny. While hanging out with Apps, Gelo and Mach last week, we were looking through photographs of us, together, and we would all yell out, "Ang pangit niya!!!" Okay, maybe that isn't funny. It's rather mean.  (Well, we sure did laugh a lot!) But when Aizel was over and when we looked through the same set of photographs, we were both going, "Friend, ang pangit niya!" HAHAHA. (But seriously, that person was sooo out of my league. Weird.) And I was just like, "What the hell happened to me? Why'd I settle for that?" Then I remembered: I was only in it for the fun of it. And hells yes, I had fun (in that one particular area). So, whatever. All gee-double-oh-dee. =)

But that didn't make me any less of a true friend because God knows I was being so so so real to that person. With everyone, really. I can't stand putting up a front with anyone. I roll my eyes without hesitation. I laugh like a madwoman when I find something crazy-funny. I get sad when I do. I raise my eyebrows when an occasion arises for it to do so. I keep silent when I don't feel like communicating with certain people. There's really no need to be unreal and I don't think I ever was with that person. So it would be disappointing to confirm that the whole "friendship" was a lie. And if it were, that only reaffirms how much of a liar a person is. Oh well.

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I feel free. I feel good. I feel joy in my heart each day. 

For one, I've been having constant communication with God. Even when a negative emotion tries to enter my being, all I ever do is pray about it and give it to Him. Then I feel great again. Also, there has never been a day since this year started (well, actually, since the second half of December) that I didn't get a compliment from anyone. Every single day, someone comes up to me to tell me how pretty I look or how much weight I've lost or how great my outfit is. Every single day, God places people in my life to help me with my self-esteem issues. Every single day, I feel good about myself thus the growing confidence. Every single day, God opens my eyes to how much of a beautiful person I am. Imperfectly beautiful. 

I am given a reason to be happy every single day. =)

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Incomparable.
I look around me and realize that I am blessed beyond belief.