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Saturday, November 12, 2011

Shit just got complicated. (But who cares?)

I was spinning free

With a little sweet and simple numbing me

Stumble til you crawl

Sinking into sweet uncertainty

What a dizzying dance

This sweetness will not be concerned with me.

No, the sweetness will not be concerned with me.

Jimmy Eat World

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Right now.

I just want to bang my head against the table. Or against the wall. Or simply fall into a deep slumber that'll last for days; maybe even weeks. Whatever.

I promised myself I'd be stronger and that I won't let these little things affect me. So, whatever, man. I really don't want to stress myself out with certain things. It's getting tiring, hence the need to sleep it all off. Haha!

I'm just going to listen, loudly, to Florence + The Machine to soothe my soul. ^_^

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Still, it has been an amazing week!

I've been absolutely positive all throughout the week despite the usual amount of [heavy + monotonous] workload. I realized that the fastest way to get through a day is to sincerely enjoy each class. Yup. Sure, some classes are still so meh or ugh, but you just do the best you can and time somehow speeds up.

Plus, there have been a number of pleasant occurrences the entire week, and as always, the good never fails to outweigh the bad. On Thursday, I started the day with a certain sweet surprise. Haha! Thank God for giving me the kind of friends I have. <3 Yesterday, the eleventh, was tons of goodness, too! When I went to fetch Mommy Hope at her house, she gave me a giant bar of chocolate! Yummm! Two consecutive days of chocolate treats from wonderful people...on the very week where I craved for chocolate most. HAHA! Plus another sweet treat in the afternoon. Hihihi. Loves it. Thank you, sweet friends + co-workers. :)

Also, Janine and I slipped into our camwhore zone again! Totally missed taking photos with her! (It's different, of course, when one takes pictures of her. HAHA. Or when she takes pictures of herself with my cam. LOL! Love you, Janine!)

Before the day got too hectic. Haha!

Then I got wet under the rain! (I had to run through the parking lot so I could move my car somewhere nearer because it was so far off.) I have always loved the rain, but don't like getting sick from it. Haha. Anyway, I think it was because I had to run that when I came to I thought I looked great (wet, flushed cheeks, panting and all HAHAHA). This is how I looked after running in the rain:

The rain makes me feel (and look??? HAHA!) all sorts of awesome!

I friggin LOVE the rain! :)

Totally making sure I always have an umbrella in my bag. And in the car. I just hope I don't get sick or anything. Hihihi. :)

Then there was the team building activity after shift. So many people (Janine, Lhu, Ai, Aiz, Mommy Ems, Sup Anette, Mimi, TL Eagle) fit in my car! Haha! I don't know why, but it always makes me happy when I can give rides to people. I love my Baby Juki. <3 And I love driving! :) The TB activities were funny as hell! If we had a better venue (and not the usual ATC McDo), I'm sure things would've turned out tons better! But we all had a good laugh. Came home at nearly 2am, just about an hour ago. :)

Good times. :)

What a great way to end the week! Thank You, Lord! ^_^

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PLUS PLUS PLUS! I've just gotten another e-mail from GELO!!!! So so so happy! Can't wait to write back to him as I have so much to share. Haha!

Totally going to settle my bills later in the afternoon and do a bit of shopping. ~~Maybe.~~ I hope. Life is fantastic.


*I don't think I think enough.* tumblr instagram previous posts home	Saturday, November 12, 2011 Shit just got complicated. (But who cares?) I was spinning free With a little sweet and simple numbing me Stumble til you crawl Sinking into sweet uncertainty What a dizzying dance This sweetness will not be concerned with me. No, the sweetness will not be concerned with me. Jimmy Eat World --- *Right now.* I just want to bang my head against the table. Or against the wall. Or simply fall into a deep slumber that'll last for days; maybe even weeks. Whatever. I promised myself I'd be stronger and that I won't let these little things affect me. So, whatever, man. I really don't want to stress myself out with certain things. It's getting tiring, hence the need to sleep it all off. Haha! I'm just going to listen, loudly, to Florence + The Machine to soothe my soul. ^_^ --- *Still, it has been an amazing week!* I've been absolutely positive all throughout the week despite the usual amount of [heavy + monotonous] workload. I realized that the fastest way to get through a day is to sincerely enjoy each class. Yup. Sure, some classes are still so meh or ugh, but you just do the best you can and time somehow speeds up. Plus, there have been a number of pleasant occurrences the entire week, and as always, the good never fails to outweigh the bad. On Thursday, I started the day with a certain *sweet surprise. Haha! Thank God for giving me the kind of friends I have. <3 Yesterday, the eleventh, was tons of goodness, too! When I went to fetch Mommy Hope* at her house, she gave me *a giant bar of chocolate! Yummm! Two consecutive days of chocolate treats from wonderful people...on the very week where I craved for chocolate most. HAHA! Plus another* sweet treat in the afternoon. Hihihi. Loves it. Thank you, sweet friends + co-workers. :) Also, Janine and I slipped into our *camwhore zone* again! Totally missed taking photos *with* her! (It's different, of course, when one takes pictures of her. HAHA. Or when she takes pictures of herself with my cam. LOL! Love you, Janine!) Before the day got too hectic. Haha! Then I got wet under the rain! (I had to run through the parking lot so I could move my car somewhere nearer because it was so far off.) I have always loved the rain, but don't like getting sick from it. Haha. Anyway, I think it was because I had to run that when I came to I thought I looked great (wet, flushed cheeks, panting and all HAHAHA). This is how I looked after running in the rain: The rain makes me feel (and look??? HAHA!) all sorts of awesome! I friggin LOVE the rain! :) Totally making sure I always have an umbrella in my bag. And in the car. I just hope I don't get sick or anything. Hihihi. :) Then there was the team building activity after shift. So many people (Janine, Lhu, Ai, Aiz, Mommy Ems, Sup Anette, Mimi, TL Eagle) fit in my car! Haha! I don't know why, but it always makes me happy when I can give rides to people. *I love my Baby Juki.* <3 And I love driving! :) The TB activities were funny as hell! If we had a better venue (and not the usual ATC McDo), I'm sure things would've turned out tons better! But we all had a good laugh. Came home at nearly 2am, just about an hour ago. :) Good times. :) What a great way to end the week! Thank You, Lord! ^_^ --- PLUS PLUS PLUS! I've just gotten another e-mail from GELO!!!! So so so happy! Can't wait to write back to him as I have so much to share. Haha! Totally going to settle my bills later in the afternoon and do a bit of shopping. ~~Maybe.~~ I hope. Life is fantastic. chrisfel at 02:40 << Home