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chrisfel eliza

I don't think I think enough.















Wednesday, November 30, 2011
I am a robot zombie.

Wake up before six. Go out for a walk. Drink lots of water. Eat an egg and a pear. Drink tea. Do fifty reps of jacknife. Go online OR take a two-hour nap. Take a shower. Prepare for work. Go to work. Work. Go home. Drink tea. Sleep. Wake up before six.

Granted, it's been only two days, but I imagine this is how the rest of the twelve days will be like. Except for Sunday; I'll either do aerobics on the Wii or walk around the village in the afternoon.

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Day 2 of 14 and I'm still alive and kickin'. TL Eagle did warn me about the first three days being the hardest because of the sudden changes, so yes, I have been expecting to feel a little disoriented and weak. So far, I have been a little bit of both, but I've definitely been fighting it off because I am so determined to last until Day 14. I know I'm not supposed to have carbs, but I have been eating pears. Whoops. I hope it's okay; fruits are good for youuu! I've been drinking water and tea more than ever; I drink when I'm feeling hungry. I've had tofu and cream dory for two consecutive days now; hopefully Pops cooks up some chicken tomorrow. I'm definitely going to stuff my face with chicken meat then! HAHA! Gutom much.

It was so hard to get up, but I managed to get up earlier than yesterday. Woke Mother up, but she didn't budge, so I left and walked by myself again. It was a really nice walk, especially so that I enjoy solitude. I also like observing little things (and people) that I come across whilst walking. I'm really beginning to appreciate my "alone / quiet time." :)

 Finished an hours' worth of walk at 7:14 today.

Additional 23+ minutes as I went for another round and walked home.

Today's interesting sights:
If I could blog straight from my mind, I would. Haha. I was typing all of these as I was slowing my walk down. Anyway, there's really a lot to see when you're out for a walk like that. 'Twas nice. And with regards to the cruel mom, I saw them once more on my way home. They were playing dodgeball with the little girl's brother (?) but she was It, so she still had to do a lot of running. Haha, so cute! At least she was having fun playing and was not being treated like a puppy. LOL.

I've also started to track my food intake, but this is more of a calorie count.
At least I get to keep track of how much I'm eating and how many
calories I burn with my exercise(s).

I'm actually pretty proud of myself for my willingness and determination to get through this. This is good discipline for me, that's for sure. I just don't want to be fat anymore. T_T

Nanay was talking to me this morning and she sorta inspected my body. She was telling me that I looked fine and was afraid that I might overdo the whole weight loss thing, but I told her I wasn't satisfied. And I'm not. Not yet. Because when I look at my body in the mirror, all that comes to mind, still, is: "Eww, Self. You're still so fat." Won't stop until I'm slim enough.