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Saturday, October 22, 2011

It's okay, I can take it.

I love God's message for me right now. It's so fitting with my current situation. Yes, indeed. Everything will be alright. And I realized that it's okay, I can take it. Whatever "it" may be. After all, God doesn't give us anything we can't handle. He's just helping us become stronger. :')

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I came home at half past one. I was supposed to meet the Awesome Friends after visiting N's wake at BF Parañaque, but that obviously didn't happen. After spending a bit of time with Apps at the wake, I drove Reva home. I called my parents to say I was meeting the Awesome Friends at Central, BF Resort but they told me to go home because they didn't want me to drive all the way there by myself. Point taken. I said "okay" about ten times on the phone (seriously, parents, one "umuwi ka nalang" would do), hung up, said goodbye to Reva, and drove home. I'm such an obedient baby girl. HAHAHA. Very much bummed out, but what can you do, right? Obey Parents = Avoid Ugly Arguments = Everyone's Happy

So I stuffed myself with bibimbap, which was supposed to be dinner (which I ended up not touching because Mariel and Reva decided to feed us with pizza and spaghetti -- thank youuuuuu!). HAHA. So there. I nearly forgot how much I love Korean food, especially kimchi! So yes, I ate rice. Yay for comfort food at half past one. So friggin' unhealthy, even though I had hot tea afterwards. Haha. I've set my mind to cleaning my room and the car later in the afternoon, so hopefully that'll help burn some calories. Le sigh. This weight loss thing is an infinite struggle. Sucks. T_T

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“If you care about what others think of you, then you will always be their slave.”

James Frey

(But seriously, my life's nothing to be envious about. It's so mundane. Haha!)

Anyway.

This is for whoever needs relevant information, which speaks of the truth:

My menstruation last came to visit me on the evening of September 28, before going home, to which I had to ask around for a sanitary napkin from my teammates, where Sharika saved me. HAHAHA. It lasted for 5-6 days, so it crossed over to October. My period has always been irregular, sometimes coming around once every three months, twice every five months, and the like, so I do not trouble myself by counting the days. (I know I should probably take medication for this already or see a doctor about it, but I kinda don't want to bother.) I'm twenty-five, single, never had a boyfriend, let alone never had intercourse. And I don't plan on having sex anytime before exchanging vows with my future husband (whoever he may be, if and when he decides to come along) because I promised God and my future husband that I won't. Plus, I know that it is the right thing to do. Simple as that. I would rather die than to have premarital sex. (Which is funny because when I was in the US, I told myself I didn't want to die a virgin. But that's the past and I'd like to think I'm a bit wiser now.)

So there. Please stop the stupid fucking rumors because it is just annoying as hell to hear shit about myself that I never even knew occurred. I'm so sorry that your life is so boring that you need to talk about other people. I don't even know who you are and I don't really care, but if your intention was to annoy the living shit out of me, then congratulations. If you have a problem with me, please come speak directly to me and let's sort this out like adults. Also, please find another hobby or goal because gossiping does nothing to help your life progress into something wonderful. My life does not concern you, and honestly, you're just wasting your time talking about me because I happen to have a really boring life (but at least I don't meddle in other peoples' business). The rumors are funny as hell, but you are just annoying. Whoever you are. Get a life, please. It's been going on for months already. Doesn't it get tiring? I really hope something awesome happens in your life so that you may find happiness and dwell in that. God bless you, stranger. :)

And thank you for the extra attention and time spent talking about me. Hihihi. I don't think I've ever received this kind of attention before. Should I be flattered? LOL.

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Anyway, moving on.

I don't really believe in astrology so much, but there's just a number of truths about what a Leo is supposed to be like. HAHAHA. I honestly think it's cool, like, "Oh, wow! Sounds like me!" or "Yup, I have that trait!" Hahaha. It's fun stuff, that's all it is, so no, I'm not taking the astrology thing seriously. But for real, I've been reading one too many Leo Tweets. HAHAHA!

Interesting stuff.

TRU DAT. Because I know I'm a complex & challenging character.

I've been told I was weird. Or different. Or out of the ordinary. Chos!

This is pretty funny. Who comes up with these things? LOL

There is one thing that most of the Leo women never falls short of - male attention. (That's BS because what the heck, no one likes me. LOL!) She will most probably be the center of attention everywhere and if you are trying to woo her, be ready to get lots of competition. She will be the leader of her group and the other members will always accept her out of choice. (I'm a freakin' wallflower kaya. HAHAHA!) The typical characteristics profile of a Leo woman includes qualities like liveliness, ingenuity, elegance, beauty, and sensuality. (Nope! I'm boring, lazy, kinda clumsy, not all that touchy.) She is one of those who love, respect and care for their partners, but don't expect her to worship you. (IF I had a partner, yes. Agree.)

She wouldn't be dominated; rather she has to be restrained. She is a complete woman and she expects you to be a real man. If you meet a Leo girl who comes across as very gentle, mellowed and completely harmless, don't get fooled. (HAHAHA WHAT! I happen to be very gentle, mellow, and harmless. LOL.) Inside, she is as passionate as any other Leo woman. If you are planning to give her a gift; better make sure that it is classy and as per her superior taste. (Okay, I do have pretty good taste, but not all the time. Hihihi.) Please be properly dressed while giving the gift. If you are trying to win the heart of a Leo female, give her genuine, decent and original compliments.

While courting her, never forget that she likes class and style. (I like class and style -- true enough.) Don't even think of going to the roadside hamburger stall after watching the movie. She is not after money, but shabby surroundings make her pretty uncomfortable. (False! I LOVE DIVISORIA. I happen to like walking through the "dirty" Manila alleys in Divisoria.) In return, she will also shower you expensive gifts. The lioness may become a little arrogant and proud at times, but these are some of her basic personality traits. (Haha, not denying anything here.) She cannot help thinking of herself above the normal masses and please don't tell her she's not.

And here's another from this site:

Passionate, purring Leo is warm, cuddly and playful, yet fiercely protective of everyone and everything in her domain. (Me already. LOLJK)

She has a never-ending need to shine like the Sun, and so takes plenty of time to make herself look good, inside and out.....not to feed her vanity, but to be the best she can be for those who depend on her.

(Hmm...)

The pride Leo takes in herself is the gift she gives to the world. She strives to be a model of self-esteem, strength and confidence, as every queen should be. (Key word: STRIVES) She loves children, playing, acting, games, animals, nature and all the world...and in doing so - she loves herself. (Do I not have self-love issues? Haha! But I do LOVE children, nature, animals, etc.) The Leo sometimes allows her shimmering boldness to go to her head, and then - she can become the most glorious of entertainers!

Leo is a fierce, demonstrative, loving person who thrives on constant attention and kindness, yet needs the independence of spirit that recharges her and allows her to stay strong within herself. (Ayun. Haha.) She strives to be a creative force in the world - through raising children, artistic performance, crafting and designing or leading others.

HAHAHA There's so much more. I like reading through these astrological things; they're fun. But I often just go, "What? So not me. Inaccurate!" Har har har.

Okay, I'm sleepy now. Obviously won't be going for a jog -- which is supposedly in an hour and fifteen minutes. Haha. Fail.


*I don't think I think enough.* tumblr instagram previous posts home	Saturday, October 22, 2011 It's okay, I can take it. I love God's message for me right now. It's so fitting with my current situation. Yes, indeed. Everything will be alright. And I realized that it's okay, I can take it. Whatever "it" may be. After all, God doesn't give us anything we can't handle. He's just helping us become stronger. :') --- I came home at half past one. I was supposed to meet the Awesome Friends after visiting N's wake at BF Parañaque, but that obviously didn't happen. After spending a bit of time with Apps at the wake, I drove Reva home. I called my parents to say I was meeting the Awesome Friends at Central, BF Resort but they told me to go home because they didn't want me to drive all the way there by myself. Point taken. I said "okay" about ten times on the phone (seriously, parents, one "umuwi ka nalang" would do), hung up, said goodbye to Reva, and drove home. I'm such an obedient baby girl. HAHAHA. Very much bummed out, but what can you do, right? Obey Parents = Avoid Ugly Arguments = Everyone's Happy So I stuffed myself with *bibimbap, which was supposed to be dinner (which I ended up not touching because Mariel* and Reva decided to feed us with pizza and spaghetti -- thank youuuuuu!). HAHA. So there. I nearly forgot how much I love Korean food, especially kimchi! So yes, I ate rice. Yay for comfort food at half past one. So friggin' unhealthy, even though I had hot tea afterwards. Haha. I've set my mind to cleaning my room and the car later in the afternoon, so hopefully that'll help burn some calories. Le sigh. This weight loss thing is an infinite struggle. Sucks. T_T --- “If you care about what others think of you, then you will always be their slave.” James Frey (But seriously, my life's nothing to be envious about. It's so mundane. Haha!) Anyway. This is for whoever needs relevant information, which speaks of the truth: My menstruation last came to visit me on the evening of September 28, before going home, to which I had to ask around for a sanitary napkin from my teammates, where Sharika saved me. HAHAHA. It lasted for 5-6 days, so it crossed over to October. My period has always been irregular, sometimes coming around once every three months, twice every five months, and the like, so I do not trouble myself by counting the days. (I know I should probably take medication for this already or see a doctor about it, but I kinda don't want to bother.) I'm twenty-five, single, never had a boyfriend, let alone never had intercourse. And I don't plan on having sex anytime before exchanging vows with my future husband (whoever he may be, if and when he decides to come along) because I promised God and my future husband that I won't. Plus, I know that it is the right thing to do. Simple as that. I would rather die than to have premarital sex. (Which is funny because when I was in the US, I told myself I didn't want to die a virgin. But that's the past and I'd like to think I'm a bit wiser now.) So there. Please stop the stupid fucking rumors because it is just annoying as hell to hear shit about myself that I never even knew occurred. I'm so sorry that your life is so boring that you need to talk about other people. I don't even know who you are and I don't really care, but if your intention was to annoy the living shit out of me, then congratulations. If you have a problem with me, please come speak directly to me and let's sort this out like adults. Also, please find another hobby or goal because gossiping does nothing to help your life progress into something wonderful. My life does not concern you, and honestly, you're just wasting your time talking about me because I happen to have a really boring life (but at least I don't meddle in other peoples' business). The rumors are funny as hell, but *you* are just annoying. Whoever *you* are. Get a life, please. It's been going on for months already. Doesn't it get tiring? I really hope something awesome happens in your life so that you may find happiness and dwell in that. God bless you, stranger. :) And thank you for the extra attention and time spent talking about me. Hihihi. I don't think I've ever received this kind of attention before. Should I be flattered? LOL. --- Anyway, moving on. I don't really believe in astrology so much, but there's just a number of truths about what a Leo is supposed to be like. HAHAHA. I honestly think it's cool, like, "Oh, wow! Sounds like me!" or "Yup, I have that trait!" Hahaha. It's fun stuff, that's all it is, so no, I'm not taking the astrology thing seriously. But for real, I've been reading one too many Leo Tweets. HAHAHA! Interesting stuff. TRU DAT. Because I know I'm a complex & challenging character. I've been told I was weird. Or different. Or out of the ordinary. Chos! This is pretty funny. Who comes up with these things? LOL There is one thing that most of the Leo women never falls short of - male attention. (That's BS because what the heck, no one likes me. LOL!) She will most probably be the center of attention everywhere and if you are trying to woo her, be ready to get lots of competition. She will be the leader of her group and the other members will always accept her out of choice. (I'm a freakin' wallflower kaya. HAHAHA!) The typical characteristics profile of a Leo woman includes qualities like liveliness, ingenuity, elegance, beauty, and sensuality. (Nope! I'm boring, lazy, kinda clumsy, not all that touchy.) She is one of those who love, respect and care for their partners, but don't expect her to worship you. (IF I had a partner, yes. Agree.) She wouldn't be dominated; rather she has to be restrained. She is a complete woman and she expects you to be a real man. If you meet a Leo girl who comes across as very gentle, mellowed and completely harmless, don't get fooled. (HAHAHA WHAT! I happen to be very gentle, mellow, and harmless. LOL.) Inside, she is as passionate as any other Leo woman. If you are planning to give her a gift; better make sure that it is classy and as per her superior taste. (Okay, I do have pretty good taste, but not all the time. Hihihi.) Please be properly dressed while giving the gift. If you are trying to win the heart of a Leo female, give her genuine, decent and original compliments. While courting her, never forget that she likes class and style. (I like class and style -- true enough.) Don't even think of going to the roadside hamburger stall after watching the movie. She is not after money, but shabby surroundings make her pretty uncomfortable. (False! I LOVE DIVISORIA. I happen to like walking through the "dirty" Manila alleys in Divisoria.) In return, she will also shower you expensive gifts. The lioness may become a little arrogant and proud at times, but these are some of her basic personality traits. (Haha, not denying anything here.) She cannot help thinking of herself above the normal masses and please don't tell her she's not. And here's another from this site: Passionate, purring Leo is warm, cuddly and playful, yet fiercely protective of everyone and everything in her domain. (Me already. LOLJK) She has a never-ending need to shine like the Sun, and so takes plenty of time to make herself look good, inside and out.....not to feed her vanity, but to be the best she can be for those who depend on her. (Hmm...) The pride Leo takes in herself is the gift she gives to the world. She strives to be a model of self-esteem, strength and confidence, as every queen should be. (Key word: STRIVES) She loves children, playing, acting, games, animals, nature and all the world...and in doing so - she loves herself. (Do I not have self-love issues? Haha! But I do LOVE children, nature, animals, etc.) The Leo sometimes allows her shimmering boldness to go to her head, and then - she can become the most glorious of entertainers! Leo is a fierce, demonstrative, loving person who thrives on constant attention and kindness, yet needs the independence of spirit that recharges her and allows her to stay strong within herself. (Ayun. Haha.) She strives to be a creative force in the world - through raising children, artistic performance, crafting and designing or leading others. HAHAHA There's so much more. I like reading through these astrological things; they're fun. But I often just go, "What? So not me. Inaccurate!" Har har har. Okay, I'm sleepy now. Obviously won't be going for a jog -- which is supposedly in an hour and fifteen minutes. Haha. Fail. chrisfel at 04:45 << Home