I had a really bizarre dream last Wednesday morning. It involved marriage, Adrian, regrets, stupid choices & decisions. Well, that was something. It must have stemmed from my reading of Cory Copeland's blog entry before hitting the sack the night before. Well, whatever the case, it was just so strange.

So Adrian's involved. It's crazy because he's been living in with his girlfriend for a while and they have a son together. But he asked me to marry him and I said yes, and the next thing you know, I'm one of the three women getting married. At the same time. LOL. (I don't know who the other two couples are.) So the next day, I'm in a hotel room and I'm freaking out because I had just realized I've gotten married to someone so wrong. There's a massive amount of regret and I'm stark-raving mad, thinking of a way to undo the marriage. Not so sure who I was speaking with, but I was asking around if there was a way to nullify the marriage since it had only been a day anyway. And I was hoping that some papers were left unsigned. Really crazy shit. 

So I'm panicking and freaking out. Then I woke up. 

It was just really weird. For one, I haven't had communication with Adrian for about a year now. Second, I don't even have any reason at all to get on with him. Haha. He's no longer desirable. LOL.

Anyway, I guess it was just a reminder about how absolutely sacred marriage is, between a man and a woman. Cory's blog entry obviously stuck around in my head a while longer than usual. I think the dream was teaching me things, like: do not rush into marriage and get to know the person well before you commit yourself to him. Otherwise, one stupid choice (or 'yes' in this matter) could lead to misery and a lifetime of regret (that is, unless one decides to opt for divorce -- the mere word makes me cringe). So there. I must remain picky when it comes to choosing a life partner. Haha. The number one thing on my list, for sure, is that he has to be a Christian. No questions asked. :)

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The future holds so many exciting events.