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chrisfel eliza

I don't think I think enough.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
twenty-five.

I must say that the twenty-fourth year had been a rather adventurous one. In a way, it felt like I was breaking out of my cocoon, if that makes any sense. Slowly but surely. I'm always taking baby steps; I wonder when I'll finally have the guts to take a big leap forward?

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If there's anything extremely awesome about the twenty-fourth year, it is that I have managed to keep a close relationship with God. I'm no angel, that's for sure, but I don't think He and I were ever this tight. ;-) I definitely fell in love (all over again? in a stronger sense? deeper?) with Him this past year. I know our relationship will continue to strengthen in the days to come. I just need to keep up with Him. Life with God is just amazing.

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There have been some challenges, too: human relationships, self-esteem issues, career. But I'm learning. Most of the time it feels as though I'm just floating through the sea of life. I still am, I think. Most days I still don't know what I want; that I'm living life in its present, day-to-day. I keep yearning for change...but it seems that's all I am ever capable of doing. It gets tiring, but I know I just need to keep pushing forward til I get there. Wherever "there" is.

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I don't know what the twenty-fifth year has in store for me. Honestly, I don't even know if I'm excited. I just want to continue being a better me. Hopefully, it may be counted as my contribution to being in a better world. I have been alive for a quarter of a century. Wow.

chrisfel at 00:49