I've been awake since 5:30 in the morning. I tucked myself in at 12:30, woke up at 2:30 then again at 5:30. No kidding, I've had a rather sleepless night. And now the sleepless night is taking its toll on me. Am I complaining? No.

Because I've received another blessing from God. Just last Friday (after the LifeGroups), someone unexpectedly phoned me. It always happens this way: just as I'm on the verge of giving something up, God surprises me as if He were saying, don't give up just yet; here's what you've been waiting for. It's amazing. He never fails to amaze me (and make me extremely happy that I'd laugh out loud on my own!) with all the things He's continuously blessing me with. Some say life's a mystery...but I'd like to say that God just likes to give us wonderful surprises. :)

So there..I've been extremely nervous since this morning. Thank goodness that I've found the chance (and time!) to visit a good friend last Saturday, not to mention the Youth Convergence that we've had Sunday afternoon. Those things have kept me from worrying about "the big thing". (Well, at least I consider it a big thing. It IS a big thing!) In a way, being busy with other matters helped me calm down. [Note: I totally had a blast during the Convergence! That was some mad funnn event! Let all the young people be one in Christ! Yeah!]

So anyway..getting back to my surprise. Haha. I went ahead and got over with it this morning. I don't know what the outcome will be, but the bottom line is I did my best and now God will do the rest. :) I'm so blessed to have friends who continue to encourage me. I love them so. Even more, I love my God. He is amazing -- He can make the impossible (or at least far from my imaginations!) happen. I'm just so so so grateful for the doors that He's opening for me right now. And mind you, these are very, very rare doors. Not too many people (people such as myself -- young, with little work experience) can have opportunities like the one God has blessed me with. I'm just really grateful for that alone! Whatever the outcome will be, I know it's all in His plans for me. I couldn't be more assured with this -- He gives what He knows is best for us, after all. :)

What institution? I'll let you know when I'm ready. ;-)