indescribable.

"Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and
You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God.."
Indescribable, Chris Tomlin

God simply works in wonders. This week He has opened up a door of opportunity for me. This opportunity is the key to reaching my dreams. Even I can attest that I deserve no opportunity as great as this. Simply put, I am a young woman in the midst of the crowd. But God made a way for this opportunity to knock at my door. I have to do my part, of course, but this is when I become fearful because I'm afraid I'm not good enough for this. Different thoughts run through my mind: I'm not experienced enough. I'm not smart enough. I might just screw this up..

I know I should not be putting limitations on myself. I know I can be capable if I just give it my best. But also, I know I can be capable because God has made me capable. With God, nothing is impossible.

The human side of me is anxious. Excited. Fearful. Emotional. I know in my heart that this is the break I've been looking for, I've been working towards, I've been waiting for..make it or break it. I need to do my part, and that's exactly what I'm going to do on Wednesday. But, just as I have done with my life, I shall put this matter in God's Hands. I'm going to do my best, but God still has the final say. :)

If it's for me, it's for me. If it's not, it's not. God's Will Be Done.

I'm grateful for all the people who have prayed for me, who have prayed with me. I would have broken into peices had I not had the people I have in my life to lean on. Thank you.

I know You have plans for me, Lord. I trust in You and You alone. :)

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart
And lean not on your own understanding.
In all of your ways acknowledge Him
And He will make your paths straight.
Don't worry about tomorrow,
He's got it under control
Just trust in the Lord with all of your heart
And He will carry you through.."
Trust, as sung by Sixpence none the Richer
(Lyrics from Proverbs 3:5-6)