It sucks when you're stuck in a certain position. You try your best to be neutral about things, but somehow it gets harder and harder to weigh things out.

I want to look at things in a certain perspective wherein I wouldn't have to think less of others nor think more of another.

hostility: a feeling or spirit of hostility and resentment

I guess, in life, it's hard to avoid animosity. Wherever you are: in school, in the workplace, in church, in the neighborhood. It follows you virtually, well..everywhere. And it sucks. I hate being caught in the middle of things, being the middleman. And the worst part about it is that sometimes it's inevitable to take sides. I hate taking sides. I want to be fair with people. I don't want to judge others. I don't want people to be hurt.

We really live in a crazy world.

It's amazing how people can wear a mask every now and then -- sometimes I really can't stand all the hypocrisy and the contradiction and the bashing and the hurting and all the negativity. It seems like I'm attracting so much negativity even though I'm trying my very best to be optimistic about all of it.

Thank God for patience. Thank God for open-mindedness. Thank God for all the good that is left in the world.

I want everything to turn out well. I want things to be really okay. I haven't given up hope on that yet. I just wish the people around me would realize that they're simply hurting one another. And it can be stopped.