can't. take. it. anymore.

Long time no blog. =p

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I may be going insane.

Look at me. I have horrid eyebags beneath my eyes. I have gained four disgusting pounds. I have pimples popping out of nowhere on my forehead and on my chin. Gross.

I blame my OJT for his. Haha. The past week had been crazy-nuts, so to speak. I've been spending 10 to 12+ hours a day at the DFA just to be able to complete my 500 hours as quickly as possible. Obviously, I don't want to spend another day in the office. I've been dragging myself out of bed as early as possible and staying in the office as late as my body could stand just to maximize my hours. I am, therefore, physically weak at the moment. (At least I'd like to think so! Haha!) I feel like I'm trapped in some workaholic person's body. Who the hell gets in the office a little after 7am AND THEN stays in the office until 9pm? Told you I'm stuck in some crazy-ass-mothereffer-person's body. I want out of this!

Friday was the worst-ever feeling though. I stayed in until a little after 8pm -- no one but the CleanSmart people cleaning around the offices were left. Oh, and plus me. If that wasn't bad enough, I had to wait for the bus for the longest time ever across the street. And when I finally got on one, I had to STAND in the bus all the way from the DFA until Zapote. That wouldn't have been so bad if we didn't get stuck in traffic for the longest time at Coastal Mall and before the toll gate on Coastal Highway -- which lasted until the Las Piñas/Cavite exit. I never, in my entire life, thought I'd have such a dreadful experience. =( It was oh-so sad. I nearly cried, but I just pushed the tears back in. (Hello, standing girl a the big Tas Trans bus crying? Publicity much?) But yeah..and I was thinking how I'd totally trade that sad moment with a gazillion times being squished in the subways of Paris. Haha. Kahit na hindi naliligo yung ibang tao dun.. =p

But yeah, still stuck in the DFA. If I continue with my 11-12 hours a day until Friday, I most likely would have completed all my FIVE smacking HUNDRED HOURS by then. If Friday doesn't cut it, I'm definitely coming in on Saturday. I don't want to extend until next week!!! My body is much too exhausted for this. =( It sucks so.

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Graduation?

One, I've already submitted all my OJT requirements last Thursday. Two, I got my course card from Sir Alex and passed SEM-CDA.

And I'm still worried because..?

I wasn't able to get my ORDEV-C course card last Friday from Sir Fojas. (Although I know I completed his requirements of three reflection papers!) And even though Ci tells me that she saw only two names on the roster who failed the class, I'm still just not convinced. Not unless I get my course card..AND..I'm not entirely sure if Ms. Limson got my promissory note wherein I stated that I DEFINITELY would have completed my 500 hours of OJT by the first week of May (because deadline was last April 20). I mean, Ms. Lorica read it and even asked me to leave the letter last month on Ms. Limson's desk. So..I just hope it didn't fly off or whatever. Argh. I'm so paranoid. And it's so hard to get ahold of Ms. Limson. Err..ewan. We'll see. xp

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I'm so jealous!

I'm jealous of everyone who are freeee at his time of the year. Haha. It's freaking SUMMER and I can't enjoy my FREE TIME because of stupid OJT. Haha. I'm jealous because my brothers participated in this year's Vacation Bible School at church (as assitants, that is, haha) and they had tons of fun. And all that fun stuff with the kids went on while I was stuck in the DFA (trying to find things to do OR trying not to fall asleep while given assignments). Ahhh!!! And how many Puerto Galera invites have I had to turn down because of OJT? Hmm, a lot. Some of my friends are trying to play around with dates just so I can be included..but nooo. I still CAN'T. putaninangojtyanleche.

I'll make up for all the missed fun times in May. HOPEFULLY.

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Speaking of fun times..

At least I had a break on the 14th. Two Saturdays ago? Argh. West 'kada reunion!!! Nothing compares! Haha! Chibog to the max! (Tita Reva's mom's eespageteee!! Rhys's yummy lasagna + brownies -- with hash?! Haha! And so much mooore!) Had a VERY mellow drinking session -- nothing too heavy probably because we were all too busy catching up with each others' lives anyway. LOL. (By the way, before I left the house my dad asked me, "O ano, maglalasingan nanaman kayong magkakaibigan?" Haha! I mean, geez, is that how we seem? Kasi naman everytime we get together..can't avoid eh. =p) And umm..well, we spent much of the night singing pop songs (think 'NSync, BSB, Britney, O-Town, etc.) on Reva's magic sing! Haha. Karaoke nights are the funnest. Of course I don't think anyone will forget BSB's "As Long As You Love Me" and its cursed score of 89 -- no matter who sings it, no matter if you scream your lungs out singing it, no matter if you've had did some choreography while singing, the score still turns out to be 89. Duuuude. That was whacked.

More eating and take home of tita's spaghetti! Haha. Then squished in Rhy's brand new (as in, the seats were still covered in plastic!) Fortuner. Damn, kid. Haha.

Fun times indeed. More? Definitely. =)

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Please let the hours pass by quicker. I just want out of this OJT crap. =( ..so I can finally go back to being normal. Argh. xp