Don’t play the stupid game

Cause I’m a different kind of girl

Every record sounds the same

You’ve got to step into my world

Give me all your love and give me your love

Give me all your love today

Give me all your love and give me your love

Let’s forget about time

And dance our lives away

Madonna

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Madonna has basically kept me awake at work yesterday. I was listening to her dance-y tracks, of course, and I pretty much wanted to hit the dance floor. My love for dance tracks is continuously growing, which I think, contributes to my rather upbeat mood. And yes, I've been very, very upbeat lately. It's so unlike my old self, but I'm enjoying it. I don't really have any special reason(s) as to why I'm so happy, though I think  it's because God planted JOY in my heart and I have finally allowed it to grow. Finally, after all this time. ^_^

Mother noticed how much I've been smiling, too. And I still get compliments, daily, which I'm thankful for, but at the same time, embarrassed about. Haha! Also, I kinda said goodbye to my baby / face powder. LOL! Since...last Sunday. Less weight on my face and it saves me time. Haha! But for real, I have come to realize that my face looks okay without any powder or foundation (eewww). Okay, except for the shiny forehead. Haha! I need to constantly check my forehead and make sure I always carry facial tissue with me. Anyway. Currently sticking to eyeliner, blush on, lip care, red lipstick. I'm trying to gradually lessen the make up on my face. I don't know why. Really.

I totally missed SM Southmall's parking grounds and I was glad to have gone for a walk in the morning (from 5:55 to 7:20am). I got really tired and nearly died on my bed when I came home and was only able to do 50 reps of jackknives. Bitok cooked eggs, I took a shower, and I fell asleep until a little past 12 noon. Haha! I think I'm out of shape. AGAIN. T_T I hope, hope, hope that I can work through the whole exercise + strict diet again. I hope. I hope. I hope.

I came home, logged onto Facebook and  a notification told me that someone tagged me in a post. Lo and behold, 'tis my dear B. I wonder why he needs me to contact him. Hihi. I'm kinda giddy and nervous at the same time, if that's possible. (Yes, it's possible; it's what I feel at the moment.) So, anyway, whilst waiting for a reply (which I think won't be coming anytime soon as he never really logs onto Facebook anyway), I decided to give these Asian poses a shot. HAHAHA. I took tons of photos, but only these four came out close to decent. LOL. Asian Pose Fail. I don't know how those Korean and Japanese girls pull it off. Oh wait, they are naturally cute. Haha!