Yesterday, I slept at nearly 5am. I don't know how that happened or what I was doing up until that hour, but I planned to just put my running shoes and a sweater on and get to running. But I died in my sleep for a few hours and the next thing you know, it's nearly 11am. (And I'm sneezing and I can't stop blowing my nose. Yuck!) I was scheduled to meet my Awesome Friends in the afternoon, but some of them had to go elsewhere so that was canceled. So my amazing friend Apps ended up hanging out with me for a few hours at a coffee shop instead. :)

We talked about life, as usual. I'm actually very proud of her that she's on this journey to getting on the right career path despite some discouraging words from a few people. I wish I had guts like her, but I'm too scared to leave my comfort zone at the moment. (Really, after four years!) Anyway, I love Apps because she's just so honest. I love honest friends, apparently. Anyway, she's one of the very few I can trust on this planet, that's for sure. Thank you, Apps. :')

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When I came home, my entire body was just aching so bad. Mother came to check on me and concluded that I had a fever because I was burning hot! (That's right! LOL!) Anyway, I absolutely HATE being sick. I currently still have a very runny nose, which is totally disgusting, but my fever has dissipated a bit. So Mother comes in and sees my blanket. She's like, "Wala ka bang quilt?" And I was just like, "I'm sickies! I'm going to diiiiieeeeeee! Huhuhuhuhu!" She leaves my room and comes in with a thick quilt, and wraps me in it like a burrito all the while touching my forehead (and other parts of my body to "check" my temperature).

And she goes: "Anong gusto ng baby girl ko?"
Me: "I'm siiiiiick! I'm dyinggggggggg!!!!"
Mother: "Hay nako, bakit kasi?"
Me: "I'm dyingggggggggggg! What's happening to meeeeee?"
Mother: "Anong gusto mo?" *calls Bitok to bring in some meds*
Mother: "Love sick ka ba?"
Me: "Gusto ko ng boyfriendddd!"
Mother: SCREAMS

Me: "What the heck, you really HAD to scream no?"
Mother: "Hay nako! Huwag kang mag-boyfriend dito! Umalis ka na! Mag-abroad ka na! Dun ka mag-boyfriend! Ikaw ang magpapakain sa lalaki pag dito ka nagka-boyfriend! Punta ka na sa tita mo sa Canada!"
Me: "Ummm....okay."

LMFAO. I don't know where Mother gets such silly ideas. Hihihihi. She's funneh. Then she left and let me sleep for a few hours. 

For real, though, when I told Mother that I wanted a boyfriend, I wasn't lying. I wanted a boyfriend to bring me chicken soup whilst (feeling like) I'm near-death when I'm sick in bed. 

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If it weren't bad enough that I feel so much like a sickly human child, I have decided, in my heart, to do something rather difficult earlier this evening. I don't know what the future will be like, if it'll be better or worse between us, but I know in my heart that it's the best thing to do. And as with all my friends, I don't love you less, never will. :) I just wish some jerk-faces would leave me the hell alone, though. (HAHA What a transition!) I'm sick of their shit, butting in, acting like they know my business when they have absolutely no idea what's going on; just assumptions. Newsflash: Assumptions aren't facts. So please, just shut up. Hell, I don't even know why I bother to pay attention to such people with idle lives. 

But the world is well-balanced. All the while being annoyed, I was exchanging a few words with my lovely childhood friends, Princess Sarah, and later, Charisse. Love and happiness always outweighs whatever negative emotions there are. So, thank you. :'> I was also getting encouraging and very funny messages via Twitter from Bebelle! I love youuuu ladies! I think it's wonderful how a hint of love can change one's attitude towards a certain situation, heck, even life itself. :') 

How awesome it would be to be a child once more: carefree, careless, happy. Where the only thing you really cared about were the amount of stickers and colorful stationery you carried in your Lisa Frank and Little Twin Stars bags. And the only thing that made you cry was losing at a game of patintero. :')

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Stumbling upon these lists of playlists also made me happy earlier this evening! OH MY GOODNESS, NEW MUSIC! :) I'm especially lovin' the girl band He Is We. 

And she cries,

Kiss it all better,

I’m not ready to go.

It’s not your fault love,

You didn't know, you didn’t know.

Her hands are so cold,

And he kisses her face.

And says “Everything will be all right”.

- Kiss It Better

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I think I'm feeling really, really good about life again. Thank You, Lord. :)