I'm kind of tired of heading towards nothing. All the fun will eventually fizzle out anyway. I easily get tired of people and of circumstances; things bore me so effortlessly at times that I just walk away from it. Just like that. Having already done it countless of times in the past, I am able to unequivocally just get up and go.

I feel that I am getting bored. Sometimes it isn't fair for others because they get left behind, seemingly, for no reason. I mean, how do you explain that you're simply bored and want to move on? It just happens.

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I am bored. I am tired. Fun as it has been, I can't help but feel like I'm wasting my time. I've played this game a number of times before; I realize now that it isn't as fun as it used to be. Where am I heading to? What do I want to get out of this? Nowhere and nothing. It's just a pastime, in a way, to get a little bit of excitement in my already boring and monotonous life. I know all of this is temporary, so what's the point? It's best to just stop all this nonsense instead of wearing yourself out by half-heartedly participating in the "fun" experience. I am wasting my time.

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It's time to keep a straight face and to go back to the path you set for yourself; the good path. The path you know won't fail you. The path you know will actually result into something good. It's time to get rid of distractions that may harm you (or others) in the long run. It's time to go back to the boring path you've always walked on. The kind of boring that you like. The kind of boring that bears fruit in the end.

I really am not made for this world. And I wouldn't have it any other way. :)