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chrisfel eliza

I don't think I think enough.
Sunday, August 28, 2011
i can't believe it's sunday already!

I told myself I would spend the weekend reading books and drinking tea, but I ended up, well, writing my heart out again. Oh, and sleeping! ^_^

And eating! Saturday's lunch consisted of pot roast (yummmm!) and dinner was crazy with tossed salad, rotisserie chicken, baby back ribs, soup, cream dory with tofu, French fries! (Yes, we have such meals with or without visitors present in the house.) It's one of the many reasons why I love the weekends and why I love staying at home. WE LOVE TO EAT FOR SURE. :)


Thanks to the awesome people from Friday night/Saturday morning, I came home at nearly 5 in the morning yesterday. (Sleep couldn't have been avoided during the very cold, rainy day.) Yes, I had an amazing time with some really extraordinary people. But yes, I also had a very emotional moment when I came to my senses. It's so weird how complex and seemingly irrational my emotions get at times. I am aware of the difficulty I bring upon myself and to other people, but it's just how some things are. How some things have always been.

I am over feeling extremely sensitive (aka emo) at the moment, though. All it takes, usually, is several hours lying in bed listening to praise and worship music while reading Bible verses. God always reminds me how much He loves me and that His love should be is sufficient. But I am still a human being and I do fail myself (thus failing God) many times by not loving who He has made me to be (a mere human, but carefully crafted by God and in His image -- how beautiful!). Besides, I know that I shouldn't live up to the world's standards anyway. It's just that...I get distracted from time to time.

Anyway, I'm okay now. It always works that way. When I have my feelings on print, it feels like I have let it go; like it's out of my system. I'm just ever so grateful that we have such a loving God, that no matter how many times we fail Him (with the way we conduct ourselves and think), He continues to love us unconditionally. Isn't that amazing?

I was reading through another entry from Cory Copeland; his words definitely ring true. We break, but become so much better after the healing process. Just as I've mentioned in a previous post.

I swear, there is something about this month. Still, I wouldn't have it any other way. :)

chrisfel at 01:39