..and also His servant. =)

For the past couple of weeks, all I've been up to was, well..youth ministry stuff. =) Haha. Core Group meetings, praise and worship rehearsals..life's actually a lot of fun with God in it.

Last week broke the record though. I've been at church pretty much every single day (since two Saturdays ago). Haha. Then we had our Youth Retreat overnight (at church) on Thursday and Friday. It was tons of fun, so to speak. Only, out of the twenty-four hours given in a day, I only slept for 20 minutes. Haha. Yeahhh. Thursday morning, we had to be at church to clean and make such little preparations. Went home to get some stuff and the food then went back to church in the afternoon with the brothers. Then worship team rehearsal yet again -- get this, I was already beginning to lose my voice without the actual retreat starting! LMAO. But thank God talaga, everything went well throughout the entire evening -- indeed, a night of fellowship, praise and worshing, and hearing God's powerful Word. Basta, despite all the tiredness and endless meetings and rehearsals..when you do things for the Lord, there's really no such thing as getting tired of 'working'. Truly, the best thing in the world is to be a friend of God. =)

I hope there are more out there who would acknowledge Him as their best Friend.

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I promised.

Today I, with three friends, promised a dear someone close to our heart to finish a project in case he passed away. Needless to say, today marked the most emotional, heart-exposure-like core group meeting. Ever. Death, in its general sense, doesn't scare me. The thought of losing an amazing friend you love does. I mean, imagine losing one of your good friends. Period. How are you supposed to feel? But yes, I made a promise and this time, I'm keeping it. I promise I'll help get the project done, Rej. =) (Even though we both know you'll still be walking on earth for a longer period of time. =p Haaaay.)

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I need a job.

A whole lot has been going on these past few weeks. I went to the DFA to confirm that my OJT obligations were finished. Saw Apps (for a really short while) and went to school afterwards. It felt weird going back to school -- it's like I didn't belong there anymore. True, all I'm sitting around the house for these days is merely to wait for that time when I'd have to get my diploma, but otherwise..I'm still a student. Haha. Visiting CSB made me want to go back and be a student once again. I guess that's just saying how I'm feeling pretty incapable of the responsibilities I must face (not just "soon" but "NOW!"): getting a job and earning an income.

I still don't know what I want to do. And I really don't know how to get up on my feet -- all on my own. I'm scared as hell, but I'm excited at the thought of earning a salary. I mean, the thought of shopping without the guilty feeling of spending your parents' money -- that alone -- is motivation for me to get a job. Haha. But right now, I'm just looking for something that would sorta "fill the space" until I finally figure out what I really want to do with my life. Of course, going to law school would pretty much be a dream come true. But in order to go to a law school, you'd have to pay for tuition. And tuition means money. Haha. And honest to goodness, I'd want that "tuition money" to come out of my own pocket. So really, all I need right now is a job. So I can start saving up to make a big dream come true. =)

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Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
Lean not on your own understanding
In all of your ways acknowledge Him
And He will make you paths straight
Don't worry about tomorrow
He's got it under control
Just trust in the Lord with all of your heart
And he will carry you through.
-sixpence none the richer-


It's all in Your Hands now. =)