high heels and sore feet.

I'm currently downloading ska music. Whoooyeahhh. Ska is the shizzle dizzle! Haha. And The Spill Canvas. I looove So Much:

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one

Oh yes. Are they mushy lyrics or what? Haha. I hate mushy stuff [[puke!!]], but I'll let this one pass. Haha. It's cute! Haaaa, fuck. I'm not in love, okay? I hate the whole love thing. I've vowed to be single for life, remember? Haha. But whatever. I still want kids. And I'd love for my kids to be able to speak French. I was just thinking back on the little kids we've encountered (or overheard) while we were in France. I mean, wouldn't it be absolutely adorable to hear your child say something like, "On va jouer à la parc cet aprés-midi, d'accord, maman?" Awww. I was just thinkin'...with the fluent French accent sound. *sigh*

Okay, a little insight on why the whole love life thing is to be completely wiped out of my life:

Guy #1:
- horny bastard
- drives fast (so I end up screaming at him in his car)
- egoistic
- horny bastard (need I stress this? no wonder his present girlfriend -wife?- is pregnant. eewww. and for the record, I am still clean & PURE! haha!)

Guy #2:
- wala lang, steady
- didn't I jump in front of the stage when his band played? and what was I wearing? cleavage-exposed top + 4-inch high stilettos!
- eh wala, steady eh. need I say more?

Guy #3:
- Mama's Boy (haha!)
- biggest "daga" (the rat!); sumbungero kasi
- eeeeewwwwww. I get sick everytime I see him these days. haha. So mean.

See. Some dudes are freaky. I mean, I'm not generalizing all guys to be this way or to have the same traits, but yeah. Kinda scares ya, doesn't it? It's complicated. =(

'Di bale na yung ibang "admirers"/naging super duper crush ko. Hahahaha. Blah, blah, blah.

Ew, alright. Enough.

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I just got on the whole love thing because this Sunday, while walking around StarMall with Bea & Belle, we noticed the Valentine's deco around the mall. And I was just like, ewww. Valentines again. The least fave yearly shabang. It's just hella lame. Call me bitter, but whatev. When things work out in the love department, then maybe I'll be less pessimistic about the whole love ish. I just think the whole thing is overrated, you know?

And yes, now I'm downloading a bunch of Dave Matthews Band. Nice one, geek.
(But oh, how I loooove DMB. One of my fave bands. Everrr.)

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So yes, I'm in a computer lab. And yes, I'm on duty. I'll stick around until 8? 9pm? Whatever flows. My feet hurt like hell because I've been in high heels since 630 this morning. Imagine that! I actually left the house THAT early! Got on the bus at 645 (nakasabay ko pa si Steph =) and even though I got stuck in some traffic jam, I still managed to arrive in school at quarter to 8! IN THE MORNING! That is just really amazing! Haha. I didn't think I was still capable of being on time -- ANYWHERE! But yeah, all for the love of school. Haha. Not! Call time was 8am for CSB-MUNA..and what time did we start? 930am. But yeah, being a rapporteur has its perks pala. Free kit, free lunch, free snacks. Hahaha. While the others (mostly lower batch CDA Majors) had to pay 500 bucks! Huwaaa! Plus I get to have a really cool ID that indicates me as the rapporteur of the General Assembly. And a pin that says "Officer." Hahaha. But yeah, the day was filled with formality sessions and correcting the delegates to speak in third person, please. Something like this:
Delegate: I would like to motion for a 20 minute caucus.
Chair: That is out of order, delegate. Please speak in the third person.
Delegate: The Delegate of Spain apologizes. Honorable chair, the delegate of Spain would like to motion for a 20 minute caucus.
Chair: That motion is acceptable. Any other motions on the floor, delegates?
And it goes on and on and on. I'm gonna miss this MUNA stuff though. It's cool that I got to be on the GA Committee -- we get to have the theater!! Haha! Not to mention the cool United Nations flag on our table -- on top of the stage! Haha. Elevated, baby! From the UNESCO delegate of India (last year) to GA's rapporteur! Hahaha.

Okay, enough na. Two more days of MUNA. I'll miss it loads when it's over. =(

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I've been blabbering. I'm gonna go and download more songs and upload more pictures and yeah. Be a computer junkie. (At least I'm in school!) xP

Another late-night bus ride for meee. What fun! Sitting next to strangers with earphones stuck in my lobes. And smiling like a geek. By myself. I'm crazy.

Get the crap out of my mind na kasi!